I have a secret house
I have a telescope in my secret house
this guy
in this context
we can call him T
he does all my permissions
I read this writer
a poet
he remembered the words
for fifteen years
he was in jail
for about fifteen years
and he was writing in his mind
and in the memory of the other interns
they had nothing
no food
no clothes
they had the word
together
they remembered this book
that I read
last year
every summer I have parties
in my secret house
barbecue
and girls in bikini
it is good to get out of the city
it is hot in the summer
you need a permission
la la
right now this means no
no
at the restaurant
this guy walked in
the same guy
doing all her permissions
I have a very good memory
he told us
a good memory for faces
just sitting there smoking
listening
he had only been writing books
this is the only reason
the river is the border
and it is hot in the summer
when I swim in the river
they shoot from the other side
cause it gets really hot in the summer
la la
la la
sometimes I just go to my secret house
to watch the stars
the sky is so clear
we do not want a permission
it takes such a long time
no problem
this is what I know
we will not apply for a permission
and you can not talk about it
it makes me so sad
too sad
when I think about this situation
this area
of land
my english is not enough to clarify
shall we talk about art
instead
maybe we can talk about art
I must say
I have never seen anything like this
I do not know what it is
I want to know
again
I must see this
again
I can not forget everything
that I already know
start from zero
it is not possible
I know this
I need to see this thru
your eyes
this
I do not understand
of course
there are some facts
about this country
this area
historical facts
some verified as
a true statement
marked in this landscape
you can still see them
some of them
or
you can see them
if you know
that there should be
something
to be seen
like trees
trees
all over
these
mountains
in the early morning sun
the mountains
seems
unreal
or
like something
I have never seen
before
I will never leave
this country
I will never leave
it has to do
with someone else
someone elses
papers
no papers
no papers
because someone
died
so
there are
no papers
for this person
too much
I love this person
I love this country
too much
he sat there talking
in this other
language
we
behaving mannerly
waiting
for him to speak
with us
about dates
arriving
departing
dates
in this language
that we know
gladly
talking about
sex
focusing
and watching
legs
only talking
watching
no touching
legs
I wish I could remember
something
from this book
it really
touched me
my memory
is short
too short
I want you
to know
this book
but
I can not
give you the words
when you told me
about the river
I was thinking
about the water
and
my uncle
they shot him
in the water
he drowned
they said
as always
of course
he looked like
a drowned person
laying in
the water
for a week
in the river
you laughed
maybe it has
something to do
with the translation
poor language
or
maybe it's
just
too common
here
these things